*2022 August 18

Poor On Earth.. But Rich In Heaven By The S-Word Of God

The condition and environment that I Am in is crazy..
So when you are living in a condition and environment is crazy..
It really brings you down..
Even when I have Jesus Christ with me.. The condition and environment still brings me down..
Thats how bad a environment can impact on your life..

Technically in order to get into heaven..
I must not give up on jesus christ..
So I just do what God tells me or guides me to do 24/ 7..
And I fear Hell.. So I fear God.. So I do what God tells or guides me to do 24/ 7..

Jesus Christ Is God..
And Hell is real and forever..
So I just put my will power and trust in Jesus Christ.. and I keep going and fighting to the end and don't give up and keep fighting to the very end till my time is up..

Also my condition and environment is bad..
But God feels me.. God knows my situation as if God is me..
So God feels 7 billion people.. God feels everyone and everything.. As if God is you..
So if I Am having a tough life.. Because life is hard.. Life is rough.. Life is difficult..
So If I Am having a tough life.. God feels and knows everything about it as if God is me..
So I Am never alone..
God is with  me 24 7.. my whole life..
And I will keep fighting and sticking with God.. so I can go to heaven forever..

And so I Am waiting for the things that I pray for that God will give me in my personal life..
And if God is not going to give me anything I prayed for etc..
Then I Am also praying for rapture to happen.. Because I can't take my life no more..
Its so bad.. The condition and environment is so bad.. I Am praying for rapture to happen..
Then When rapture happens.. Jesus Christ will reign on earth for 1000 years.. with the christians who made it to rapture..
And then I will have heaven forever after the 1000 years on earth..

So I don't like the condition and environment I Am living in..
God just tells me to
Don't worry.. And wait..
Wait and don't worry..
So I guess.. I will just have wait and don't worry..
But I can't not worry.. Because I just don't like my situation..
But whether I wait or not for something to happen in my life..
I can't do nothing about it but wait.. since I can't do nothing at all..
So whether I don't worry or not.. I can't do nothing to change it anyway.
So not worrying and waiting.. whether I do that or not.. I can't do nothing about it..
But wait.. etc.. Waiting for God to give me things and also waiting for rapture.. if God isn't going to give me anything etc..
So God tells me to
Don't worry.. And
Wait..
So I guess I try to Don't worry.. Wait.. Relax.. and Rest.. Waiting for God to change my life.. Or waiting for rapture if God isn't going to give me anything in this time period etc..

So I don't like my condition and environment..
And all I do is complain to God.. And repent for everything I disagree with God with..
I Am just praying for the things that God will give me.. As well as praying for rapture..
I Am praying for my life to change.. if not I Am praying for rapture..
So nothing happens in my life..
So today will just pass.. Just like the days before..
So this day.. as well.. will.. just pass.. like nothing..
So I just wait for today to pass.. like the days.. of yesterday.. just pass by.. like nothing..
So today is nothing.. it will just pass by.. until God changes my situation..
I Am bored.. lonely.. sad.. tired.. poor.. Today will just pass by and thats.. that..
And because there's nothing happening in my life..
I just go at my own pace..
I go at God's pace.. So whatever God has given me or put me in.. I Am going at God's pace..
I can't use my two hands to get anything.. because I keep failing..
I just use my hands to pray..
So I don't try to do anything because I keep failing..
So now I just go at God's pace.. for whatever God has put into my life..

So I guess real christians going to heaven forever.. Have to live or difficult lives..
And as for a real christian who is rich.. They have to use that money to spread christianity to the rest of the world..
So its really about what individuals can do for God etc..

One day this will all be over.. then I am in heaven forever..
1000 years on earth and then heaven forever..
One day this will all be over then its heaven forever..

So I just let God tell me what to do or guide me 24 7..
My focus is on God 24 7..

And you should pray while you are still alive..
Because when your time is up.. You can not pray.. or its too late to pray...
So make sure you pray when you still alive..
Pray to get into heaven etc..

So I don't like my condition and environment I Am in..
So I just do what God tells me to do or Guides me to do 24 7..
I use will power and trust in Jesus Christ who is God.. and I keep putting my trust and will power in God and keep fighting to the very end.. and I pray to have my sins forgiven.. and I forgive everyone else who has wronged me and I also forgive God for the things I disagree with and I Pray to get into heaven.. and so I keep fighting to the very end and don't give up and keep fighting to the very end till my time is up..

Thats it...

+++ I Pray In The Name Of Jesus Christ +++